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i am an invisible man

by Tim O'Connor

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1.
i was raised by the wind beyond the sunset where the rainbow ends i was suckled by a zephyr held out by the moonlight to my freakshow friends i was sung to by the starlight while a choir of fallen angels flew back home again my first steps were danced with pixies my first words were the names of my freakshow friends i count myself fortunate and free being in the company of my freakshow friends i was welcomed by the sirens awakenened by their mischief to all that dreamers dreamt and i was carried by the pheonix through the fire into the hearts of my freakshow friends i count myself fortunate and free being in the company of my freakshow friends i was courted by the meadows tempted by the rivers dancing diamond gems i was sheltered by the green wood enchanted by the laughter of my freakshow friends i count myself fortunate and free being in the company of my freakshow friends i have slept amongst the wishes listening to the trees tell how all things must end when the time comes for me to leave here i'll not be forgotten by my freakshow friends i count myself fortunate and free being in the company of my freakshow friends yes i count myself fortunate and free being in the company of my freakshow friends
2.
make it last for a little while longer so we can dance to the edge of the light make the beat and its rhythm become stronger until we drown in the depths of the night we could make it happen we could make it happen if we tried we could make it happen we could make it happen if we tried to lift ourselves up instead of holding eachother down how does that sound now would you unchain the luner itch inside her ignite iconoclastic laughter every day to make our flame burn a little brighter so we can cast longer shadows as we play we could make it happen we could make it happen if we tried we could make it happen we could make it happen if we tried to lift ourselves up instead of holding eachother down how does that sound now come make the music move a little faster let its magic conjour from the air words of beauty and happy-ever-afters enough to satisfy the hungers we all share we could make it happen we could make it happen if we tried we could make it happen we could make it happen if we tried to lift ourselves up instead of holding eachother down how does that sound now
3.
dare 03:39
if i have to wear the emporer's clothes i'd wear them proudly and with style and to understand you i'd wear your shoes and gladly walk a crooked mile and if i wake alone without you i shall have dreamt that you where there and be sure that single kiss you gave i carry with me everywhere and i will keep it safe 'til one day we shall dare if i have to fly up to the sun the wings you gave me shall not fail and if i was done to as i would do we'd find a fine and happy place and if i wake alone without you i shall have dreamt that you where there and be sure that single kiss you gave i carry with me everywhere and i will keep it safe 'til one day we shall dare if i had to sleep one hundred years and found the world remade anew the wonders would be nothing if i compared them all to you and if i wake alone without you i shall have dreamt that you where there and be sure that single kiss you gave i carry with me everywhere and i will keep it safe 'til one day we shall dare if when i forget my words be my rosetta stone when clouds colliding threaten loudly could we make a quiet home and if i wake alone without you i shall have dreamt that you where there and be sure that single kiss you gave i carry with me everywhere and i will keep it safe 'til one day we shall dare
4.
when you've run out of stories to tell and your inventive embelishments have come to their end when your well has run dry of its empty untruths there's nothing left but to choose to be honest again it's just a question of when have you no more excuses to sell has your patter grown flat as your confidence wained did you really expect your illusion could last that there'd be no demands to be honest again it's just a question of when if your glamour of subtefuge fell should you be caught in the act at the division bell of admitting to owning the emporer's clothes and reluctantly chose to be honest again it's just a question of when you have bent all the rules that will bend in those corridoors reaking of power and decay will you come clean or blindly defend your mistakes with a cruel reluctance to be honest again it's just a question of when will the scars you leave ever pretend to explain lapses of judgment in the gambits you planned make an effort to break up your synonymous past in fragmented confessions to be honest again it's just a question of when you'll be honest again it's just a question of when
5.
skinny young teens with matchstick legs carry mean little dreams in their empty heads of indolent fame with sponored deals and vacuous days on celebrities wheel saying look @ me look @ me look @ me look @ me now i'm important i'm the best i've never done anything and couldn't care less just look @ me look @ me look @ me look @ me now look @ me look @ me now look @ me now short angry men in illiterate rage are shouting again 'cause they've nothing to say there's undercurrents of guilt that just well might be homo-erotic so they'll nstart to fight saying look @ me look @ me look @ me look @ me now i'm important i'm the best i've never done anything and couldn't care less just look @ me look @ me look @ me look @ me now look @ me look @ me now look @ me now while you say look @ me look @ me i'm looking around you to see while you say look @ me look @ me i'm looking around you to see all there is to see it's once around this merry-go-round and once you're on can't break it just once around this merry-go-round the journey's what you make it miserable wives watching tv screens wishing their lives would slip between sensational pages of magazines where women won't age and the men are clean saying look @ me look @ me look @ me look @ me now i'm important i'm the best i've never done anything and couldn't care less just look @ me look @ me look @ me look @ me now look @ me look @ me now look @ me now
6.
come in out of the rain would you forget all thse words you are holding unheard could you there is coffee on the burner and candles stand ready in the parlour the silent shadows still their dance until you're there the warmth is old but it's familier the light is low but it is steady and there is sanctuary from the storm here ready for you babe because i care come in out of the rain would you forget all thse words you are holding unheard could you and there is sanctuary from the storm here ready for you babe because i care come in out of the rain come in out of the rain come in out of the rain come in out of the rain could you
7.
you say the inferno in your heart is fuelled ny a rightous rage that no other words hold truth and only prayers shall prove redemption for your brutal reign of hatred in the guise of holy claims and i can't out-pace this heavenly parade you made yourselves the leaders of and i can't explain wy all these fools that remain only break all the covenants thay taught without the conscience of a single second thought you offer absolution to the few who swallow your hook and line but like all fishermen and crooks do you exagerate and use use their own hopes to trap their minds and peddle promises made up of hollow lies and i can't out-pace this heavenly parade you made yourselves the leaders of and i can't explain wy all these fools that remain only break all the covenants thay taught without the conscience of a single second thought omens and arrogent portents are thinly veiled pretense justifying salvation like a whip holy words demeaning all our daughters and their dreamings are rewritten and are twisted 'til they've ripped the sanctity of equality to bits and i can't out-pace this heavenly parade you made yourselves the leaders of and i can't explain wy all these fools that remain only break all the covenants thay taught without the conscience of a single second thought
8.
good morning 03:21
the autumn sun is low shining lazy greetings through the window laying cloaks of dazzeling diamonds over shoulders of empty bottles of spanish wine last nights fine fine spanish wine it is quiet her at the hall the wind has dropped the birds are singing amidst trees bathed in bright sunlight amongst the leaves modestly undressing for the fall towards autumn's meadow ball the sunlight is calling good morning the sunlight is calling good morning my friends are all still sleeping i wish them safe journey through their dreamings while i sit in recollection of last nights gentle celebrations warming in the sun a brand new clean day has begun the sunlight is calling good morning the sunlight is calling good morning i am accompanying the rhythms of the distant day's beginning safe within this sanctuary of open sky and beauty where all friendships made there are a bounty to be shared the sunlight is calling good morning the sunlight is calling good morning the sunlight is calling good morning good morning
9.
to be happy 03:37
in the meadow there's a dancing woman she's wearing black to tease the sun she's been walking with the Bear and somewhere close he'll still be there living for the moment that's begun somewhere it is cloudy somewhere they are making rain but she is here and she is dancing her words are kind and they make it plain she is soaking up the happiness that simpley overflows the chalice she carries to share with those that know that you've got to love life to live and live with love to give to be happy to be happy back in the garden well the Bear he's getting cheeky he has eaten all the strawberrys for tea and the woman dressed in black she's trying so hard not to laugh but the funny side is the place she needs to be somewhere it is cloudy somewhere they are making rain but she is here and she is dancing her words are kind and they make it plain she is soaking up the happiness that simpley overflows the chalice she carries to share with those that know that you've got to love life to live and live with love to give to be happy to be happy complications fade away as her gentle words paint a perfect day you feel lucky to be listening to whatever she says and in the evening when the songbirds share their dreaming the woman is a shadow in the quiet as she turns to greet the night her laughter brings the stars to life with a wicked little twinkle in her eye somewhere it is cloudy somewhere they are making rain but she is here and she is dancing her words are kind and they make it plain she is soaking up the happiness that simpley overflows the chalice she carries to share with those that know that you've got to love life to live and live with love to give to be happy to be happy
10.
you sat staring like an innocent convicted of a crime the angry words you heard were stunning her tears cut into you like briers as the restaraunt receded in tides of disapproving eyes a moment frozen forever it felt unfocused at the time now apologise so when the thunder roles over you'll be driving her home though lightening might strike it won't ever catch you twice so when this storm blows over you'll be driving her home later tonight well you blindly walked right into it you didn't recognise the signs you've been too distant disconected consumed with worrying your mind over the trivial material empty spaces in your lives while neglecting to protect the only reason that you smile now apologise so when this thunder roles over you'll be driving her home though lightening might strike it won't ever catch you twice so when this storm blows over you'll be driving her home later tonight you have to bow to the inevitable when destiny conspires to cast you in the leading role of a heartless cold pariah but the end is never written 'til you've delivered every line while the futre holds redemption if you admit you're wrong in time and apologise so when the thunder roles over you'll be driving her home though lightening might strike it won't ever catch you twice so when this storm blows over you'll be driving her home later tonight
11.
finding an island that's over a distant horizon it's like nothing you've felt before because it left you more alive with the freedom to see all you wanted to be all you wanted to be is free like an albatross wandering you cast a circular shadow you can choose to step through it or into the cool of its shade but won't change what you need all you wanted to be all you wanted to be is free cresting a wave feels like flying up high to the blue sky as you reach for the stars the sea below parts and brings you a new wave to climb all you wanted to be all you wanted to be is free and nothing is all that is free is that what you hoped it would be becalmed on an ocean too still to upset the slow motion of becoming lesser and less than the person you knew who could reach for the heavens and dance with the stars and who knew how it feels when you're finding an island that's over a distant horizon it's like nothing you've felt before because it left you more alive with the freedom to see all you wanted to be all you wanted to be is free all you wanted to be all you wanted to be is free
12.
well it sounds like you're still running waving trying to catch the train your ticket's looking tattered stained with the gravy that you made well the bed you make you lie on now you lie to another man and to keep you he can't tell you all those things that i can thank you for giving me the words to write this song of dusty passion choking on all those cold confessions that you want i thank you for welcoming me home to the sound of sharpening knives disguised by smiles whose bitterness still weighs them down thank you but i won't be coming 'round thank you but i won't be coming 'round well i guess you'll still be preaching without practicing too hard the latest phsyco-babble of some spiritual retard while whispers in the shadows raise stilletto symphonies whose petty orchestrator won't have courage to be me thank you for giving me the words to write this song of dusty passion choking on all those cold confessions that you want i thank you for welcoming me home to the sound of sharpening knives disguised by smiles whose bitterness still weighs them down thank you but i won't be coming 'round thank you but i won't be coming 'round and i can't look at you without feeling that one quarter of my life has been stolen and misused and the memories we should share are just ghosts lost and confused and you have the effrontery to ask me to come back cap and songs in hand to entertain fairweather-friend that fawn and feign amazement at the things you do and say well i'm sorry but i just do not feel that way i just do not feel that way i just do not feel that way any more thank you for giving me the words to write this song of dusty passion choking on all those cold confessions that you want i thank you for welcoming me home to the sound of sharpening knives disguised by smiles whose bitterness still weighs them down thank you but i won't be coming 'round thank you but i won't be coming 'round again thank you but i won't be coming 'round
13.
feeling the ocean run from my face again holding the moment safe in a place i've made keeps all my good times alive keeps all my good times alive feeling the tall grass slip through my fingers and sway away watching the clouds pass dancing between sun-rays keeps all my good times alive keeps all my good times alive and all the melancholy laughter is beginning to fade it doesn't matter though it never ment much anyway it never ment much anyway holding a new love and feeling her smile touch my face can be enough for me uncomplicated and free to keep all my good times alive keep all my good times alive keep all my good times alive keep all my good times alive feeling her embrace gently enfold me again
14.
why did you come around here last night creeping like you've got no soul feeling you've no other place to go tell me why did you come around here last night tell me why oh why did you come home the room is spinning like a photograph in pieces cut up by the words you spun like knives how can you stand there how can you stand to be on this killing field that burned our lives it seems to me that something here's not right why did you come around here last night creeping like you've got no soul feeling you've no other place to go tell me why did you come around here last night tell me why oh why did you come home this silence is hurting only broken by the bruised confessions breath unspoken in your eyes what do you dream of dreamt only to revise the mist of our past before it fades so recant this bitter fantasy you play why did you come around here last night creeping like you've got no soul feeling you've no other place to go tell me why did you come around here last night tell me why oh why did you come home tell me why oh why did you come home tell me why oh why did you come home

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Tim's 25th album, released December 2012.

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released December 20, 2012

produced by toc
recorded at Plane Sound Studios 2011/12
mixed and mastered at Bywater Studio for Uilleand Music November 2012

photography by Christine Rush
buddamask by toc
cover design by MTD

all songs written and performed by tim o'connor,
with special guest Dicky Deegan, who plays:
whistles on tracks 1, 2, 3, 7 & 9
uilleann pipes on track 12

special thanks to Shane Rhodes of Wrecking Ball Press for support when it really counted

the guitars tim plays on this recording are:
Taylor Fall Ltd Edition Cocobola GA
Taylor 414ce-Ltd Tasmanian Blackwood
Duesenberg Starplayer TV RW signature model
Duesenberg Starplayer TV standard

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Tim O'Connor Hull, UK

Tim O'Connor is an English Folk/Rock songwriter based in Yorkshire, UK, Performing & recording since the late Seventies, Tim has released a large catalogue of albums, 39 to date, available on his record label, Uilleand Music.

Band Projects:

cowfisH, from 1992 onwards.

The Ant Farm Collective, from 2014-2017.

Tim O’Connor & the Poachers 2018-
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